Early Sunday morning and you are with your room mates. All laughing and enjoying the holiday mood and you are lost in your own thoughts. Wanna be alone! The only thought that crosses your mind...Amidst friends and yet all alone.
Why can't I love the crowd feeling...its always being alone that I crave from within..my own room...all alone..with my own thoughts...what a blissful life that would be !
People ask who is your best friend and I say it's my husband..the only person who understands me...in 27 years of my life..i have never been able to make anyone close to me except one....my hubby...for others there is always an invisible barrier which they just cannot cross...i really hve this feeling that I dont u need anyone...i can manage alone..on my own...its said " The best team is you and yourself then no one can hurt you ever" But still I get hurt within...