We are not alike...we dont have anything in common...we fight all the time...i am a romantic and he is the most unromantic guy ever..we have nothing to talk about...when it's just us..we usually stare at the walls or just see a.movie...even our movie choices are so different...there is no romance...no sex..just two completely different human beings forced to live together because of an institution called marraige and yet people (family) expect us to be happy together.
It's been 4 years of marriage.. .An arranged marriage done so quickly thanks to our family astrologer!
But we can't divorce! We have a son who is just a year old...plus my father lost his wife (my mother) recently and I can't add to that...his parents have also expressed shock and grief over the word divorce and has actually made me promise never to think of that!
What do I do?? How do I just live with a man who makes me unhappy?? Wouldn't my son understand when he grows up that his parents are not happy at all??? Wouldn't that affect him more than being a son of divorced parents???
So many questions and yet there are no answers!!
How can I live a life like this?? How can I smile again??
